Heaven Knows

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Jake An absolutely perfect tribute. This song's core theme, of finding strength and character in the loneliness of the two most important people in your life abandoning you, is as inspiring as it is heartbreaking.


I've been surviving since the day you left our home
I've never blamed you but at times I feel alone
This lonely bad dream
Isn't a nightmare
You made me stronger
You helped me get here
And I'm moving on beyond the memories

But I could never fall apart
I'm stronger with a broken heart
And I guess I don't mind being alone anyway
But now we're down here missing you
I'm surrounded by all but two
Heaven knows it hurts a little more every day

I know the world is just a cruel place to be
But a lifetime later you still feel so close to me
I'm not soldier
But I'm a fighter
With every whisper
My burden's lighter
But it'll never disappear

Without you I'm feeling lost
I know you're gone, so what's the cost
Of feeling whole again somehow
It's all to much to figure out
Did it leave scar when you ripped away
My longing burden I can't explain
Did you make me bleed when fate cut you out
You left me here in a cage of doubt


from Building Better Worlds, released December 30, 2014




Aviators Fort Myers, Florida

I’m an indie musician specializing in cinematic electronica. I also score video games, movies, and make music just for the fun of it.

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